I think too much. Rather I don't think enough perhaps. I have got to the point where I don't actually like watching TV. I got a bit hooked up with the news lately, and what is happening around the world. I have these 'episodes', it's all part of being Bi-Polar I suppose.
Anyway today looks like a real day for once in a long time. I put a few daft posts up on RT yesterday about Higgs-Bosun particals and a bit about Austrian Economics, but it all came out with the great thunderstorm and the Hail we have had over the last 24 hours. Now we have a bright sunny morning in the dawn area, (almost at eqinox), and massively dark cloudy sky where the moon just got obscured. It's neither hot or cold out, and nice to see the sunshining. I looked at it too long and gave myself 'sunspots' on the retina!
Still where would we be if people like me didn't exist, pretty bored I suppose. I love my Husband, and to me He is my best friend, and manages to ignore this mad scientist brain he lives with! I like being ignored, otherwise I wouldn't have started chuntering on here. I have always been rather self contained, and mostly the world I live in is like being in a waking dreamscape. I suppose a bit like persepherone.
My Husband just looks at me and says I am beautiful, which is lovely, because I think you always find the things you love beautiful. My Husband is. He is kind, patient and forbearing with me, and everybody else. He is loved by everybody, and I kind of live in His reflected glow. I don't think people know what to think of me, so I must be difficult to get to know. Might be I just need to be accepted as a job lot.
I have had a wierd episode over this last couple of months. Something like we 'blew ourselves up, Litterally and figuratively, with that Hadron Reactor. Still the whole Universe knew we were going to do it, and decided on a containment field to protect the rest of the 'Q' continu-um from being disrupted. Perhaps we have become a new 'Q' child!
The story line goes a bit like this. Everybody we ever encountered from 'Star Treck' was in on it. The Borg, The Nano things, the little spidery things, definately the Ferrengi, the Klingons. Everybody takes the credits. They managed to put a containment feild round us to stop us blowing up everybody else, the past, present and future. In the 'Nick of Time' as well. This was because some idiot ferrengis from one episode managed to get through a wormhole and took up residence mining our planet for all the precious metals.
Now all that Gold in them there hills... we haven't got any left, because it all got used up putting up that network of space diggery do things. We have now got a 'super-net' of space junk. This somehow is keeping our atmosphere intact. It also regulates our weather patterns, however it needs a bit of tweaking to get it right.
The bizarre thing is it is being controlled from the future! Somehow or other we have accessed the space time continu-um, and come onto the kind of subspace highway. AKA the Restaurant at the end of the universe plotline. I cant help it, I have this odd feeling my Husband is Brian! Just the most exceptionally clever person in the Universe. (I will own up to being the Power behind the throne when my Blue jeans turn up again!) I need to remind everybody they went missing from a locked room in a locked down psychiatric ward, and no they were in my room, not the laundry.
I finished my Husband's Auntie's dress last night, I am hoping it fits her well, I am hoping to go visit her today if my Husband is up to visiting her. I am not driving at the moment, as I don't consider myself sane enough to get behind the wheel of anything. Besides taking the tablets, my reactions and perception is a bit scrambled to say the least. I see the psychiatrist tomorrow, he knows I am completely barmy! Still that makes two of us! I always wonder what these discussions bring up, they are usually quite interesting.
Most people cringe at the thought of being totally stark raving bonkers. I suppose if you know you are, it kind of mitigates the effects. Keep taking the tablets, that's what i THINK, THEY MUST BE DOING SOMETHING WORTHWILE, EVEN IF IT IS TO KEEP ME FROM BEING TOTALLY SANE AND NORMAL. I couldn't deal with being totally unpredictable. I accidentally caught the shift key there, I didn't realise I could shout that loud in my head!
That Klingon Dog has just decided to wake up and demand to be acnowledged. The stretching and groaning of a new day has started, along with another burst of hail hitting the windows. Yup, we all just make it up as we go along. It's about time we all stopped being frightened of our own shadow then!
History? That's what happened to us both in the future and the past. We can't imagine our future without some kind of narrative of the past. It is as it is written. However there is always a counternarrative going on in the margins of the story. The incredible discoveries we make today affect our understanding of the past, and shape our future. God just turns up in whatever form we demand, from the Shekina in the tent of meeting, the afterglow of his phylactery that Moses saw from the cleft in the rock, to that 'Higgs - Bosun', we saw fading from sight in a very expensive Hadron Collider. 'When will we learn'!
I did try editing this to close down those brackets, what the heck, may as well leave them open now!
By the way I apologise for having a ranting fit about the astro-turf when we all got stuck in the transporter buffers for a few hours while the planet grew itself again. It just happened before I decided to ad mit myself to hospital. That was too weird even for me!
Well this is even wierder. I have never heard this saying, and my Husband just came out with it!
'If needs must, the Devil Drives'. I had to ask Him to say it again, because I couldn't believe he just said it the first time! Wow, we really are connected accross time and space! I just Googled it, and it seems it comes from the Assemblies of God, I will look it up later!
After reading the Aviva Gottlieb Zeinborg books, I came to the conclusion that 'The Devil' was also a kind of 'subconscious manifestation of God's alter ego. I realise this is not acceptable as part of mainstream theology, but it makes sense to me, and that's all it needs to.
I found this website address; http://ag.org/top/ Look like I ought to get me back to being a true Believer!
I have been a bit subversive I suppose, and knocked off my perch. I did a Lay Preacher's training about ten years ago, and then got 'chewed up'. The simple belief in God, that He is creator and sustainer of all things is enough for me. Getting involved with anything else scrambles up a whole load of grey matter, yes even the internet.
Still it's here now, and we have to learn to moderate our use. It's too easy to be sucked in by anything from a virtual world. We have created one, and we will have to learn to live with it. We have populated it with our own imaginations, to the point of beliving in it's existance so much we have created a whole new 'child of imagination'. We have another kind of sentience. (Or Sentance!). Better keep it under better supervision, or it will get right out of hand again. It's a good thing God Steps in to grasp the reigns of our world all the time. Santa
Anyway today looks like a real day for once in a long time. I put a few daft posts up on RT yesterday about Higgs-Bosun particals and a bit about Austrian Economics, but it all came out with the great thunderstorm and the Hail we have had over the last 24 hours. Now we have a bright sunny morning in the dawn area, (almost at eqinox), and massively dark cloudy sky where the moon just got obscured. It's neither hot or cold out, and nice to see the sunshining. I looked at it too long and gave myself 'sunspots' on the retina!
Still where would we be if people like me didn't exist, pretty bored I suppose. I love my Husband, and to me He is my best friend, and manages to ignore this mad scientist brain he lives with! I like being ignored, otherwise I wouldn't have started chuntering on here. I have always been rather self contained, and mostly the world I live in is like being in a waking dreamscape. I suppose a bit like persepherone.
My Husband just looks at me and says I am beautiful, which is lovely, because I think you always find the things you love beautiful. My Husband is. He is kind, patient and forbearing with me, and everybody else. He is loved by everybody, and I kind of live in His reflected glow. I don't think people know what to think of me, so I must be difficult to get to know. Might be I just need to be accepted as a job lot.
I have had a wierd episode over this last couple of months. Something like we 'blew ourselves up, Litterally and figuratively, with that Hadron Reactor. Still the whole Universe knew we were going to do it, and decided on a containment field to protect the rest of the 'Q' continu-um from being disrupted. Perhaps we have become a new 'Q' child!
The story line goes a bit like this. Everybody we ever encountered from 'Star Treck' was in on it. The Borg, The Nano things, the little spidery things, definately the Ferrengi, the Klingons. Everybody takes the credits. They managed to put a containment feild round us to stop us blowing up everybody else, the past, present and future. In the 'Nick of Time' as well. This was because some idiot ferrengis from one episode managed to get through a wormhole and took up residence mining our planet for all the precious metals.
Now all that Gold in them there hills... we haven't got any left, because it all got used up putting up that network of space diggery do things. We have now got a 'super-net' of space junk. This somehow is keeping our atmosphere intact. It also regulates our weather patterns, however it needs a bit of tweaking to get it right.
The bizarre thing is it is being controlled from the future! Somehow or other we have accessed the space time continu-um, and come onto the kind of subspace highway. AKA the Restaurant at the end of the universe plotline. I cant help it, I have this odd feeling my Husband is Brian! Just the most exceptionally clever person in the Universe. (I will own up to being the Power behind the throne when my Blue jeans turn up again!) I need to remind everybody they went missing from a locked room in a locked down psychiatric ward, and no they were in my room, not the laundry.
I finished my Husband's Auntie's dress last night, I am hoping it fits her well, I am hoping to go visit her today if my Husband is up to visiting her. I am not driving at the moment, as I don't consider myself sane enough to get behind the wheel of anything. Besides taking the tablets, my reactions and perception is a bit scrambled to say the least. I see the psychiatrist tomorrow, he knows I am completely barmy! Still that makes two of us! I always wonder what these discussions bring up, they are usually quite interesting.
Most people cringe at the thought of being totally stark raving bonkers. I suppose if you know you are, it kind of mitigates the effects. Keep taking the tablets, that's what i THINK, THEY MUST BE DOING SOMETHING WORTHWILE, EVEN IF IT IS TO KEEP ME FROM BEING TOTALLY SANE AND NORMAL. I couldn't deal with being totally unpredictable. I accidentally caught the shift key there, I didn't realise I could shout that loud in my head!
That Klingon Dog has just decided to wake up and demand to be acnowledged. The stretching and groaning of a new day has started, along with another burst of hail hitting the windows. Yup, we all just make it up as we go along. It's about time we all stopped being frightened of our own shadow then!
History? That's what happened to us both in the future and the past. We can't imagine our future without some kind of narrative of the past. It is as it is written. However there is always a counternarrative going on in the margins of the story. The incredible discoveries we make today affect our understanding of the past, and shape our future. God just turns up in whatever form we demand, from the Shekina in the tent of meeting, the afterglow of his phylactery that Moses saw from the cleft in the rock, to that 'Higgs - Bosun', we saw fading from sight in a very expensive Hadron Collider. 'When will we learn'!
I did try editing this to close down those brackets, what the heck, may as well leave them open now!
By the way I apologise for having a ranting fit about the astro-turf when we all got stuck in the transporter buffers for a few hours while the planet grew itself again. It just happened before I decided to ad mit myself to hospital. That was too weird even for me!
Well this is even wierder. I have never heard this saying, and my Husband just came out with it!
'If needs must, the Devil Drives'. I had to ask Him to say it again, because I couldn't believe he just said it the first time! Wow, we really are connected accross time and space! I just Googled it, and it seems it comes from the Assemblies of God, I will look it up later!
After reading the Aviva Gottlieb Zeinborg books, I came to the conclusion that 'The Devil' was also a kind of 'subconscious manifestation of God's alter ego. I realise this is not acceptable as part of mainstream theology, but it makes sense to me, and that's all it needs to.
I found this website address; http://ag.org/top/ Look like I ought to get me back to being a true Believer!
I have been a bit subversive I suppose, and knocked off my perch. I did a Lay Preacher's training about ten years ago, and then got 'chewed up'. The simple belief in God, that He is creator and sustainer of all things is enough for me. Getting involved with anything else scrambles up a whole load of grey matter, yes even the internet.
Still it's here now, and we have to learn to moderate our use. It's too easy to be sucked in by anything from a virtual world. We have created one, and we will have to learn to live with it. We have populated it with our own imaginations, to the point of beliving in it's existance so much we have created a whole new 'child of imagination'. We have another kind of sentience. (Or Sentance!). Better keep it under better supervision, or it will get right out of hand again. It's a good thing God Steps in to grasp the reigns of our world all the time. Santa
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