A lot has happened, yet very little changed... until today.
Breakthrough and barriers down. Dog went four paws in the air last week and my husband picked her up and carried her for a while, she just lived on.
I think the pictures i took of the spider webs somehow made it possible for a new kind of contact lenses. I now have them.
I realize i see with fuzzy logic. I see what I need to see, and it's reciprocal. If someone is very focus and sharp. I see them with complete clarity.
Trees like to be fuzzy, sometimes they can be sharp, but most of the time they are fuzzy.
Some things like to primp themselves up with lots of energy, just so they get noticed, like my palm tree today.
I also realized it matters not what we clean anything with, so long as we have a clear expectation of what it needs to look like when it is polished. Even Glass...
Nice new contact lenses that i must take out.
Sadly a dog with an enlarged left ventricle, thickened intestines, and a fused spine.
Well owners just know when their pups are poorly, It's taken a while to get our pooch a diagnosis. I ordered 10 g high quality saffron for her heart tonight. thankfully we got her teeth sorted out, she had 3 big ones out and all lovely scale and polish 3 weeks ago.
I know that her heart damage is from poor teeth hygiene, yet the vets here don't want to do a regular scale and polish.
Made her healing dog treats yesterday.
I have been so low and depressed because I feel very lonely.
I realize most people think I am strange, difficult, weird, and not always friendly.
But that's what I am like. I love a lot, but I have a hard time expressing myself, calling people by their names, and being friendly with chit chat.
I am not very sociable. I like my own company. I don't like being crowded. I read a lot and do a lot of research into things.
I make decisions usually with three perspectives that i am aware of. Pretty fuzzy with most things and will have to live with it.