I remember one instance when I was in St Saviour's having one of my 'episodes'. (Everything was being too perfect and precise). Honestly it's difficult to live with when dealing with such defined exactitude.
Anyway after one of my seches with the psychiatrist and registrar, I got told to go off and try and do something random... so I walked into the dining room where there was a large flip pad and some crayons set up for scribbling with. So I just randomly picked up a handfull of crayons, didn't look at the colours in my hand and just drew little circles on the sheet. This has got to be random I thought to myself.
I stood back and realised the sequencing, position, relative colour values were all exact. So I drew a line through where the obvious decoder was! Frac. I still have it along with some other stuff I drew back then.
Now this Camera... I suddenly thought this morning there is more to this serial number than it being random, so I checked by typing the code, and then the serial number. Yesterday the 'O' in FNDEB definately looked like a 'D'. It looks like FN0EB today, so my eyes were not seeing straight, or that's how it wanted to be read. Typed this into the web and got some interesting results about banking, and a good paper on currency exchange with some good maths stuff to support it. I knew pan European Currency couldn't work. Well done that man, i didn't even have to wait to load the page as the first sequence was correct.
The Serial number is a realy good bit of fun. 007298 is the Hexadecimal code for what i would describe as 'Holy Spirit' Blue in Iconography. However 007298 is more 'Teal' than 'Turquise'. In Iconography this is the colour of the veil underneath Mary's Shawl. then the colour of Christ's shirt is the 'watered down' version. however in colour theory of iconography the closer the tint to white, the more 'Powerful' it becomes. i could not 'overpaint' this 'shirt' of Christ in my first icon. The paint would not saturate, It 'dissapeared' i asked Sister Esther to help me. She said this was actually how the Icon should be.
In the colour wheel variants of 007298 are 'Royal Colours'. Now I like Hexadecimal, it's abbreviated Binary. It is also an easy way to work out genetics.
I wonder if that squashed Bird i got taken a photo with is a 'Teal'! or Cormorant. I still can't work out what it is! I need someone to tell me who knows for sure?
I like it when God plays practical jokes on me, it's such fun. Pity no one else knows what I am talking about. My initial reaction was 'i am not amused, i am trying very hard to be normal and not give things any significance'. Then I decided it was realy quite amusing. Private joke all the same!
What a lovely present! I know I chose the camera, but God did the rest!
No wonder it takes brilliant pictures of what it want's me to see! I wanted to go to Oberammegau. I had to suffer the visit to all the hitler stuff first, My Husband wanted to go, it was interesting, but like I was visiting something i was involved with on a personal level. as though i bult the 'golden lift' in the summer residence. I can't realy explain the emotional impact these things have on me. they are too deep and words can't express them. I videoed the interior of the vault to this lift before realising it was forbidden to do so.
I found i couldn't breath at the top. i had an asthema attack. Finally before it was too late I got my breath and managed to climb the steps to the higher point above the residence. I knew i needed to. I needed to get above it.
I was very dizzy and disorientated and had to hold on to everything. Thank goodness they put hand rails up for the tourists, i wouldn't have been able to rise above the building. Thank goodness my Husband went there, and I wanted to be with him there. I wanted 'closure' on this, but it isn't even me that has a family connection. Except through an aunt through marriage. So i guess this counts.
Ettal Monastary was 'the valley'. So was visiting Oberammegau and participating in a divinely inspired and beautiful production.
The finali for me was God given. At the moment the Angel came out at the end, bearing the 'flaming bowl' in this production, there was a shooting star that went horizontal to my line of view. It seared across the sky in a blaze. No arc, just a flatliner. I asked lots of people if they saw it too and they said 'no'. .. sadly. Perhaps it was part of the production after all. Someone said perhaps they were shooting flaming arrows over the stage, or they had a wire up there, I still don't know.
Money can buy a camera... getting one that has God's 'Colours' written in it's serial number has to be the classiest bit of non-random ever thought up. Clever, oh so clever....
Anyway after one of my seches with the psychiatrist and registrar, I got told to go off and try and do something random... so I walked into the dining room where there was a large flip pad and some crayons set up for scribbling with. So I just randomly picked up a handfull of crayons, didn't look at the colours in my hand and just drew little circles on the sheet. This has got to be random I thought to myself.
I stood back and realised the sequencing, position, relative colour values were all exact. So I drew a line through where the obvious decoder was! Frac. I still have it along with some other stuff I drew back then.
Now this Camera... I suddenly thought this morning there is more to this serial number than it being random, so I checked by typing the code, and then the serial number. Yesterday the 'O' in FNDEB definately looked like a 'D'. It looks like FN0EB today, so my eyes were not seeing straight, or that's how it wanted to be read. Typed this into the web and got some interesting results about banking, and a good paper on currency exchange with some good maths stuff to support it. I knew pan European Currency couldn't work. Well done that man, i didn't even have to wait to load the page as the first sequence was correct.
The Serial number is a realy good bit of fun. 007298 is the Hexadecimal code for what i would describe as 'Holy Spirit' Blue in Iconography. However 007298 is more 'Teal' than 'Turquise'. In Iconography this is the colour of the veil underneath Mary's Shawl. then the colour of Christ's shirt is the 'watered down' version. however in colour theory of iconography the closer the tint to white, the more 'Powerful' it becomes. i could not 'overpaint' this 'shirt' of Christ in my first icon. The paint would not saturate, It 'dissapeared' i asked Sister Esther to help me. She said this was actually how the Icon should be.
In the colour wheel variants of 007298 are 'Royal Colours'. Now I like Hexadecimal, it's abbreviated Binary. It is also an easy way to work out genetics.
I wonder if that squashed Bird i got taken a photo with is a 'Teal'! or Cormorant. I still can't work out what it is! I need someone to tell me who knows for sure?
I like it when God plays practical jokes on me, it's such fun. Pity no one else knows what I am talking about. My initial reaction was 'i am not amused, i am trying very hard to be normal and not give things any significance'. Then I decided it was realy quite amusing. Private joke all the same!
What a lovely present! I know I chose the camera, but God did the rest!
No wonder it takes brilliant pictures of what it want's me to see! I wanted to go to Oberammegau. I had to suffer the visit to all the hitler stuff first, My Husband wanted to go, it was interesting, but like I was visiting something i was involved with on a personal level. as though i bult the 'golden lift' in the summer residence. I can't realy explain the emotional impact these things have on me. they are too deep and words can't express them. I videoed the interior of the vault to this lift before realising it was forbidden to do so.
I found i couldn't breath at the top. i had an asthema attack. Finally before it was too late I got my breath and managed to climb the steps to the higher point above the residence. I knew i needed to. I needed to get above it.
I was very dizzy and disorientated and had to hold on to everything. Thank goodness they put hand rails up for the tourists, i wouldn't have been able to rise above the building. Thank goodness my Husband went there, and I wanted to be with him there. I wanted 'closure' on this, but it isn't even me that has a family connection. Except through an aunt through marriage. So i guess this counts.
Ettal Monastary was 'the valley'. So was visiting Oberammegau and participating in a divinely inspired and beautiful production.
The finali for me was God given. At the moment the Angel came out at the end, bearing the 'flaming bowl' in this production, there was a shooting star that went horizontal to my line of view. It seared across the sky in a blaze. No arc, just a flatliner. I asked lots of people if they saw it too and they said 'no'. .. sadly. Perhaps it was part of the production after all. Someone said perhaps they were shooting flaming arrows over the stage, or they had a wire up there, I still don't know.
Money can buy a camera... getting one that has God's 'Colours' written in it's serial number has to be the classiest bit of non-random ever thought up. Clever, oh so clever....
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