At such a young age she has matured a perfection that takes years to accomplish. She has the same technic as the Master Chorister of the Konevets Quartet. The quality and pitch of her voice is sublime. I am so deeply touched.
I then read the last part of Joseph's story in my current commentary before I went to bed. I put the book down before beginning Ruth.
I had the strangest dream last night. A waking dream to begin with. I think it felt as thogh a probe was being put into a part of my brain to start with. Rather like one of the sci fi movies where a finger extends and goes through into someone's head. I kind of just 'went with it' because I find resisting these things a bit pointless, far better to find out where the dream goes and try to accept it.
Then I found myself having a conversation with another being, who was asking me about humanity. I answered the questions I was asked as clearly as I could, and then said 'you know all that is in my mind and heart, perhaps you can understand these things better than me'.
Then I saw what looked like the talons of a spider over the handrests of an ornate wooden chair. They caught the light and were shiny, just like an exosceleton looks laquered. Then I looked up, and saw what looked like whirling shapes and numbers, a bit like the little number crunching picture I did. These were matrices and equasions and knowledge that is not even yet imagined. It was like seeing all history, all emotion and peotry and music. It was like having a glimpse of everything. A kalidascopic whirl.
I felt this being sat at the center of our universe, and could not be seen.
I realised that this being is arachnid in form, and that this is why so many people have a fear of death when seeing spiders.
I don't yet know the purpose of this dream, yet I do feel strangely at peace with myself for having experienced it. As though again something so deeply embedded and hiden inside me has both been revealed and participated in.
I am reminded that the Lord repays the years the locusts have stolen.
I don't want to continue with this website any more.
I am just going to leave it here until it expires... perhaps?
I did open another website called Priasma. I will continue on that website.
I think I want to become 'visible'. Direct, and me on a personal level, rather than this sort of cloaked version of me.
See you on the new site sometime!
The address is; http://www.meaningfulmomentstosharetogether.com
I honestly don't remember giving it that address but there it is.