anyway I seem to be moving on a bit from where I was last week with the identity crisis. I have spent a few days pottering about in the garden planting up seeds and planning to put in a path. I have an old trough I think I am going to use as a pond and I am negotiating goldfish with the Husband. He says he doesn’t want cats in the garden at night.
I found reading the Aviva Gttlieb Zornberg books a few years ago has helped me a lot through this crisis. The concept of dreaming and the subliminal in the Bible. I found Her books very much put me in touch with myself, I often think about them.
I realised this morning the extant of how awful I felt about losing my English heritage. I have been sectioned three times on section 28. These were crisis times in my life, and that’s what happened in psychiatric hospitals. Anyway I suppose I have got over that too. It is awful to be told you have no rights as a human being. I felt betrayed by my Husband as well, as He couldn’t understand the sense of desolation and sheer terror these times I was sectioned caused me.
Anyway, the fourth time I was going to be sectioned I managed to negotiate my way out of it. They said I would be sectioned unless I took the tablets. Bit of a no win situation really, but at least I didn’t have to let my husband sign away my human rights again. I took the tablets.
I think psychiatry describes three parts of our persona, the sort of me, myself and I thing. Anyway, all three of us have been sectioned then! You have to laugh about these things eventually and move on.
I suppose I have been a bit of a stirring bitch on RT though. It’s more just the glaring inconsistencies in the way the British Government present things. None of it logical. Then after a few glasses of wine, I can’t control myself and wade in and start making posts. I don’t use any other social media, I can’t stand holding the phone. Too much EM radiation coming off it. I suppose I look at Facebook now and then. I tried deleting it a while back, but you have to log on and give your inside leg measurement to do that. Now we find they track you anyway, even if you delete the account.
I am so pleased Sir Cliff Richards took the BBC to court. I was horrified watching the raid on his home on the news. I thought it was a violation of privacy then. I hope God richly blesses Sir Cliff. He needs a great sense of peace and forgiveness to put this behind Him now and get on with His wonderful life.
he has brought us all so much joy in his music. He is an upright Man in the eyes of the Lord. Perhaps that’s why the BBC persecuted him. Yet again undermining Christian Values.
I started to feel better yesterday, and truly embrace being a Jersey Person. This is my home. I love France though. They are going through a tough time. They are fighting against globalisation I think.
I suppose globalisation was an interesting concept, Still we are already post globalist. We are back to a dose of protectionist empire building with all these sanctions and tarrifs.
Our front page news is that this Bowder Guy is coming here to talk our Jersey States into introducing the Magnitsky Act. The thing is we already have powers to freeze assets of Human Rights Contravention. If Jersey does amend its Laws to allow the U.K. to dictate our Foreign Policy, it would be rather like having a frontal lobotomy, and a lifelong section. We have an independent States Assembly, and we would have to follow whatever Sanctions List the U.K. Government decide to impose. Of course these Sanctions are dictated by the USA.
This is like that moment in the three temptations of Christ where Satan says ‘bow down to me and I will give you the World’. Jesus answered Satan, ‘Man does not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedth from the Mouth Of God’. Jesus already had God’s Authority, bowing down to Satan would mean surrendering this authority that was God Inspired, and handing it over to Satan. A bit pointless really when Jesus was already endorsed by God.
Well the birds have settled down for the morning. I love it that the greet every day with as much gusto as they can manage. We may even get some rain and have a cooler day today. The wind feels as though it has changed.
I ask God to keep, protect, and guard our Island of Jersey. That our upcoming elections are closely followed and the members of the States elected will be inspired by God, and enabled to cope with all that the World will bring to our shores. The good that Almighty God has planned for us.
Wow, we have a little rain already. It was clear sky when I started writing this. Thanks God, we need the ground moist for the growing, and a cooler day for the dogs.
I am going to nip out and scatter some grass seed on my bit of lawn. I hired a hole punching contraption on Thursday, as I didn’t want the ground too hard to aerate it. It was a bit of a monster to manoeuvre round my small lawn but did the job. Now I can keep on top of it with a garden fork. It’s pouring now, so I will sprinkle the grass seeds when it stops. I can feel some Electricity in the air, we might have thunder and lightning too. I didn’t think it was warm enough on the ground, still perhaps there is a warm cross current above us.
Have a great day doing whatever you are doing World. I am planting more seeds.